Imperfections - makes me a human

The experienced say you should always listen to your brain over your heart and on the contrary lovers of this world have an opposite saying to the same. I don’t know in which category do I fall, the imperfections in me just make me a human who has a heart to love, brain to understand  the meaning of love and a soul which is loved by someone.

If others also have the same organ type, how can they not measure the love I have for you. If they call themselves as humans with same heart and brain, don’t they have any imperfections in them? Why my defaults are my mistakes and their as learning.

The lesson i have learned after falling in love is even if  u love a fish to the core, still you cannot live with it. That does not mean that you do not love it. Its just that you are imperfect to live inside water with it. 

May be this birth was not enough to be with you. Yes i know, love is immortal but i wanted to feel the love not just die with it. I lost the battle against those Imperfections which was me, the one whom you ever loved. 

Those Unsaid Words..

Have been trying hard to sleep but i can't.. I don't know why this question keeps on knocking the doors of my head.. that why do we have "feelings".. why can I not just see it.. or may be i wanna say why can i not show my feelings.. i have seen many movies, heard uncountable songs.. typical loved once.. each person tries heard to express his or her feelings. Also there are many like me who write blogs so as to bring their heart out. But once the job is done i mean once you through with your song, movie or blog. Do you really feel satisfied that this was the best way i could have expressed myself.. or else u feel that still there were few UNSAID WORDS..

Thousands of questions striking in your mind at one go.. you feel that may be next second your head can blast.. Simultaneously the thing you call as feelings which also cannot be measured is overflowing.. as if the glass full of water is being poured with more of it.. when words are not enough and kiss might be counted as lust.. that moment is when i want to show you my heart.. i wish i could show the love, the pain, the jealous, the happiness, the sorrows, the joy.. all those FEELINGS which makes me ME..

Miles Away-It’s you who makes me feel complete

Off to Singapore. Yes! I know these days’ people say “one is just a flight away” but the moment you step into the new world where there is no sense of belongingness, anonymous faces all looking at you and you struggling hard to judge that what actually is so weird. Even though my parents and younger brother were there, trying their best to entertain me but like Karan Johar’s film – my mind, heart and soul was somewhere else.

I was enjoying being on a holiday with my family but what I enjoyed more was missing you. Well! After spending five days in Singapore, trust me there was no single place unknown to me. And that is why me and my family decided to spend our last evening in the hotel itself. It was approximately six in the evening when I thought of using internet rather just to check my facebook account. With no expectations I logged into my account and what I read at my first glance left me numb-“Baby come back soon. I am missing you”. My heart started sinking and tears rolled onto my checks.

Filled with embedded emotions, I walked dawn to our private hotel beach. It was surreal as if I entered my dream world where no one can see me. To pause my feelings, I sat on a bench out there. It was all quite, calm, compose and so pure. Sun was setting and i wanted it not to set. There was an urge to be in that moment not for some more time but forever. The cold breezes were warm enough and i didn’t mind Goosebumps on my body. To be honest to myself, i loved my loneliness.

If my beloved would have been there with me.. May be i wouldn’t have not enjoyed the moment.. because was him whom i was missing..