Off
to Singapore. Yes! I know these days’ people say “one is just a flight away”
but the moment you step into the new world where there is no sense of
belongingness, anonymous faces all looking at you and you struggling hard to
judge that what actually is so weird. Even though my parents and younger
brother were there, trying their best to entertain me but like Karan Johar’s
film – my mind, heart and soul was somewhere else.
I
was enjoying being on a holiday with my family but what I enjoyed more was
missing you. Well! After spending five days in Singapore, trust me there was no
single place unknown to me. And that is why me and my family decided to spend
our last evening in the hotel itself. It was approximately six in the evening
when I thought of using internet rather just to check my facebook account. With
no expectations I logged into my account and what I read at my first glance
left me numb-“Baby come back soon. I am missing you”. My heart started sinking
and tears rolled onto my checks.
Filled
with embedded emotions, I walked dawn to our private hotel beach. It was surreal
as if I entered my dream world where no one can see me. To pause my feelings, I
sat on a bench out there. It was all quite, calm, compose and so pure. Sun was
setting and i wanted it not to set. There was an urge to be in that moment not for
some more time but forever. The cold breezes were warm enough and i didn’t mind
Goosebumps on my body. To be honest to myself, i loved my loneliness.
If
my beloved would have been there with me.. May be i wouldn’t have not
enjoyed the moment.. because was him whom i was missing..
